Awh, I just had a moment of super sadness. I was thinking about a friend and I thought about death almost simultaneously. And then I almost started to cry. I thought, "Wow, that person is so special to me, I'd be destroyed if they died". I don't know where that came from. I'm blessed to have so many amazing people in my life and I don't want anyone going anywhere.
Maybe my thought was about you. Just don't die, please. I'll cry, I mean it.